Thursday, April 30, 2009

Slump....emphasis on the "lump"

I am in a slump.

I want to get wedding stuff done, and have made progress on the invites (which means I can actually POST about them!). But the mailing labels are giving me headaches- the templates don't line up with the printing labels!! WTF!

I want to do yoga, but I just don't FEEL like it...in fact, for my final class last Thursday, it was a struggle to motivate myself to go- and my teachers were fantastic, and I really did enjoy the class. I just didn't feel like going.

I want to go running, but I need new shoes, and really don't want to dish out the $200-ish dollars to get some. And yes, the shoes are a NEED, as the shoes I have give me blisters in the arch of my foot....I think the air pockets in the soles that give me arch support popped. I can barely motivate myself to take the dog for a walk at lunch.

I don't feel like cooking, I don't feel like doing the dishes (which is doubly shameful because EVERYTHING goes in the dishwasher), and I don't feel like doing the laundry.

All I want to do is sleep in, have some breakfast, take a nap, have some lunch, take a nap, have some dinner and go to sleep for the night. Productive, yes?

Normally, this wouldn't bother me. In a typical month, my weight can fluctuate up to 10 pounds (which is why I never feel like any of my clothes fit- they're all either too big or too small, but to get rid of either set would mean I have nothing to wear at some points). But I have a wedding dress to fit into in just over 3 months. A dress that I will be wearing in hundreds of photos taken that day. Photos that will be around FOREVER.

You know, no pressure.

1 comments:

mim said...

Three months~I'm glad you have a date set! Does this mean the 12th of never can be my date now???

Congrats on the house (late, I know) and on your upcoming wedding!